Not Waving

Very overwhelmed right now so I think I will write a blog post.

I got more sleep last night. I woke up with enough time to walk Smokey. I had breakfast. I wasn’t (too) late to class. I’m not behind in my studies. Yet I feel kind of panicked today.

Maybe because I really suck at planning my life? Maybe because I JUAT REALIZED TODAY. That I have been planning on being out of town at a conference during a day I am supposed to be presenting in my advisors class? Yeah. Not sure what I am going to do. Maybe if I take another nap it will just solve itself?

Also, so I have been spending a lot of time at the AUC library doing research for my advisor and tomorrow I am picking her up at her house and driving us there.  She will read. I will get things for her to read. If she wasn’t the coolest best advisor ever I would be scared.  But I do need to make my car look less like I live out of it. And everyone knows I am a way worse driver when I am trying not to be a bad driver. Shit.

Weird shit recently:

Years ago I had a nightmare where a little kid was choking me while my friends and family laughed and waved at me.  A few weeks ago it kind of came true.  I will not publish the rest of this story in this venue.

People keep touching my hair because it’s fluffy and amazing.

For a class I may go to this “Dialogue in the Dark” thing where you spend an hour in complete darkness and try to find your way around. I don’t want to go because I don’t like people touching me.

I’m laughing at the thought of someone who doesn’t know me reading this post and thinking I am a total freak.